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July 12, 2010Turns out they have a bed for me today.
My mum is driving me there now.
I want to go. I want this to stop.
I had another binge last night and just feel horrible.
I want to be normal. I want to be the best me. Not some shadow of an eating disorder.
I can’t take my laptop or phone and luck has it that my MP3 player is not working.
I have a long 6 weeks a head of me.
I really do not know what I think. I really think I don’t need to go. But then I think I really do.
I’m scared. I’m nervous. I won’t know what to do there.
I am kind of freaking out but at the same time so relieved.
I want to thank you all for the support and love and care.
I love you all and will be thinking of each and every one of you.
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I will be thinking of you love. You are doing the RIGHT thing, dont give up. I promise it wil get better, keep fighting. You will be in my thoughts & prayers.
Dana xox
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Best wishes, dear. Inpatient was the best thing for me last year. It’s not an automatic cure… you have to invest in it and want to recover. You can do this, sweet girl. I believe in you. xoxo
You are in my thoughts and prayers
I am really proud of you for taking this step… don’t ever underestimate how much inner strength you truly have!
<3 Tat
Best of luck in there, Eva, and stay strong. Remember that it will probably be a struggle, and that the disordered part of your mind will make you think you don’t need to be there. But it WILL help as long as you open yourself up to the help. You can do this, hun. You have all our prayers <3
You’re doing the right thing.
Stay strong xoxo
Girll…i’ve been thinking of you..please send an update soon!